I really need a good philisophical conversation, and fast. I hate how school deprives me of being able to use my brain. Isn't it supposed to work the opposite? I hate sitting in class and thinking about how nothing i'm doing here going to help me in the long run. Nothing really matters, we are all going to die anyways. I know that sounds really pessimistic, but it's true. Going to school makes my brain feel useless, except to straightforward, realist-like, and unimportant things.
I need to have a conversation about the universe and the stars and life and death and reasons and infinity and things that matter.