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2/3/05 09:52 pm - ATTENTION.

new elljayyy.




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1/30/05 03:04 pm

I thought i would be a really cool and do this...

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1/27/05 05:52 pm

I really need a good philisophical conversation, and fast. I hate how school deprives me of being able to use my brain. Isn't it supposed to work the opposite? I hate sitting in class and thinking about how nothing i'm doing here going to help me in the long run. Nothing really matters, we are all going to die anyways. I know that sounds really pessimistic, but it's true. Going to school makes my brain feel useless, except to straightforward, realist-like, and unimportant things.

I need to have a conversation about the universe and the stars and life and death and reasons and infinity and things that matter.

1/26/05 04:04 pm

Today, after band, I went home because i felt like i was about to die.

I'm feeling a little better now though. a little.

I needed a day off to catch up on homework

and watch garden state again

and watch the austin music network. oh, how i love amn! So much great music. I remember when betty and I discovered eisley that fine summer day on this channel. I can't wait for the eisley show on monday. Or for the summer in 4 months.

I also went through a few old pictures.Collapse )

1/24/05 05:59 pm

i think that i get more and more lame everyday. aldksdlfkj!!

1/22/05 08:43 pm

Last night, i had a blassst hanging with betty aka hot boy!

We had our first official dead poets society meeting, and did all that the real dead poets do.

We walked over to diamond shamrock

where we purchased some nice starbucks mocha frappachino and gum.

We we got home, we made thai soup and watch snow patrol and radiohead videos.

Then we made some very nice

art workCollapse )

1/21/05 06:11 pm

This was from yesterday...

Van Ryn: Any good things?

Kid: The president just got inaugurated!

(much silence and a few scattered claps..)

I thought this was good things...?

I wish i had gone to the protest.

1/19/05 09:10 pm

my weekened was pretty much the lamest evrrrr.

i went to kerrville to visit my cousins, it was alright, but i would have much rather been back in austin with my friends.

From right after school on friday until we left kerrville on sunday, i took appoximately 180! pictures. I was going to post a few, but aldskfj my photobucket messed up.


Sunday night, keri and liz spent the night.


I'm counting on this weekend to be better.. 2 more days!


I think that school drains all the excitement and creativity from me. I'm my journal entries are getting progressingly more boring and less frequent.


p.s. happy birthday janis joplin.


1/13/05 07:46 pm

This year, so far

has been wonderful

I have dismissed all my worries from my head.

I don't know what changed me,

But, thanks.Collapse )

1/12/05 09:53 pm

and by the way, I am insanely excited that we are starting poetry in english. I love it, i just wish i could write it.

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the Palm of your hand
and Eternity in an hour.

-William Blake
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